What are you thinking?

That's a hard question for me to answer because my mind races about a million times a minute. But certain thoughts come back over and over again and stand out in my mind:

• I'm sorry I don't have anything interesting to talk about at the moment.
• I'm trying to get away from the gossip & materialism and into intellectual things.
• Whenever I'm away from you I feel scared and paranoid.
• Sorry about my up's & down's. Some of it is me pmsing but not all of it. You are right about me.
  
• I hate having arguments.
• Sorry if I talk about food way too much.

"...I don't know what I want to do and what I want determines where I want to be and right now I hardly want to be at all."