Appreciation

The thought of being appreciated goes a long way, which is why I always thank people several times and make them know how grateful I am. But some people aren't the greatest at, or good at it at all and I'm wondering what is it that makes it so hard just to let each other know our appreciation.

I've taken many personality tests and talked to many instructors about myself. I found out that I work better if I get encouragement and if the people I'm working for/helping actually gives me credit for my work. And even if some people don't work that way, it's always a good thing to say "thank you". I've learned that most people work better when you give them some support. I guess what I'm saying is appreciate your friends and family for what they do for you.

Random Thought #3

Why do we have iPhones, blackberrys, or any type of phone with a data plan? I think people in the corporate world need them or anyone who is working. But why us? Why college students? Why high school students? I understand the need to get ahold of someone but that's why they invented the phone in the first place. There's also something called text messaging. My main question is why do we need to know things right away (ie. Facebook statuses, wall posts, etc.)? I know I'm guilty of wanting to know but is it really necessary? I think I'd be content not knowing. I have gone a few days without checking Facebook and it didn't bother me once. Why can't we just go out and have fun with no interruptions like we used to?

I understand that we get bored a lot and that's why we go on it. But what if we found another way to be productive? Go outside, read a book, find something that interests you/educational on the internet, etc. Maybe our world would be just a little bit smarter.

I think we all need to step back and have fun with the people we're with. Go one day without using a cellphone except for calling and receiving calls. Turn off all the Twitter and Facebook mobile and see what happens. I know it'll be hard for me because my phone is surgically attached to me, but I think this is a good challenge to see whether or not you can just concentrate on one thing/person at a time.

Random Thought #2

Someone should invent something to make your eyes feel back to normal if you're crying. My eyes have gotten back to normal but there's still that puffy swollen feeling. I guess eye drops may help but I can't find any =(

Hello Again YYC

Back in Calgary for a few days and I already miss everyone in Red Deer. Hopefully this is going to be a new start for me...a new job, new friends, new adventures, new experiences, etc. But it's also time for reconnecting with old friends, visiting that small city 150km north and maybe even 300km for a special friend.

Cheers to the summer and hopefully the best one yet!

2 years...

It's been 2 years but it's still just as painful even though I know you're doing well. I miss you.

RIP Papa <3

Sewing: My Summer Resolutions Part 6

I know this one is a little farfetched but I can hope, right? My intention to learn how to sew is so I can make simple alterations to my clothes: ie. hemming. If I can find someone who has a sewing machine (that isn't a foot powered one like my aunt's) and is willing to teach me, I would be so grateful!

Blogs?

I've recently been looking at a couple people's blogs and I've come to find that my life back in Calgary is a lot more materialistic. Those people with the blogs pretty much just write or take pictures of what they're wearing and how to make it better. Am I seriously like that? I know this blog isn't. I know that in my life in Red Deer I'm probably the most materialistic one out of my friends but I don't find the need to blog about what I'm wearing.

I don't know...I love shopping and buying new things but my life doesn't consume it, and frankly, I'm bored with malls right now. I know that someone in particular blogs about what they think is beautiful in life but it seems to me you're missing the bigger picture.

If I ever turn into someone who writes about what they're wearing, please hit me. kthx =)

Movies: My Summer Resolutions Part 5

This summer I'm gonna try and watch as many movies possible so I don't sound like I live under a rock anymore. I won't watch any horror but I'll watch pretty much anything else so let me know what's a good movie and I'll hopefully watch it!

Random Thought #1

I have an attachment to an inanimate object: my hairbrush. I know it's a weird thing to be attached to but I love it. I bought it when I was in England at the Victoria's station convenient store because I had left my other brush at home and I definitely could not have lasted two and a half weeks without one.

The reason why I have this attachment is because that brush has travelled with me to London, Paris, Red Deer, San Francisco, Vancouver and Mexico. I don't think I've had anything that has been with me for everything except my mom and I think that's why I love it so much. The funny thing is, I tend to forget it places. This summer I left it in Vancouver so my Auntie Grace was gonna give it to my cousin and he would bring it back to Calgary whenever he visited. But what happened was a family friend ended up going to Vancouver and decided to take it home for me, except that he had to fly to the Philippines first. So my hairbrush has been to, not technically more countries than me, but has gone to Asia without me.

I know it's just a hairbrush, but it's that one thing that has been with me everywhere. It's hard to explain, but I think everyone has at least something like that in their lives.

yeah...

Um...I don't really no what to say except I'm glad we're all moving and getting away from each other. It's been a weird week and I just hope nothing more happens.

Year End

I don't know what it is but I'm not sad that things are going to change after April. 24th. I've been ready for a long time to move back home, you'd think I'd feel some sort of sadness that we're all going different places. I have no idea what is going on with me but I hope I stay like this, supportive and happy, and not disapproving and sad.

For all my friends moving across the country, or even as close as Edmonton or Calgary, good luck to you all. I'll miss you but I know you're gonna have fun wherever you're going. I hope to see you out in the industry soon!

Much love <3

Eating Healthier: My Summer Resolutions Part 4

This one probably, most likely, definitely won't happen, but I'll try my hardest.

Tonight - Stars

This song gets me through a lot, and I also play it when I just want something really calm to listen to. It's one of my favourites, you should download it!

Ps. I think these animations are cute too! =)

Reading: My Summer Resolutions Part 3

I used to read a lot. Yes, there was a lot of Harry Potter in it but JK Rowling is actually a good writer. I have barely read anything in the last year and I feel so dumb. I honestly think my IQ has dropped because I can't comprehend things as fast as I used to.

Another goal for this summer is to start reading again and get off Facebook, Twitter and Etsy. The only thing is, I have no idea where to start. So I'm asking you to do me a favour and recommend your favourite books! I will read pretty much anything, especially fantasy and mystery. I think the only things I won't read are the business type books that my mother reads. But if I've heard the author isn't a good writer (ie. Twilight saga), I probably will not pick it up.

Ps. I might give Lord of the Rings a try again if I can get past Frodo and Gandalf talking for 200 pages.

May 2011: Finland

I just got a great idea for my second year field work practicum: The Hotel and Igloo Village Kakslauttanen. This hotel is located 250km above the Arctic Circle in Saariselka, Finland. The main attraction there is simply watching the aurora borealis in the comfort of your own glass igloo room. It has the world's largest smoke sauna and many tours around the land. It is cold there, but I have no problem with that because I'd rather be cold than hot. On their website they say they offer internships so I'm thinking of heading there next year. I've never been to Finland before, so this could be a whole new chapter in my life.

Sky 360

The Sky 360 is a revolving restaurant in the Calgary Tower. I had an interview there last Friday for my field work practicum. The interview went great and they called my reference, Brenda, who is my Basic Fine Dining Service instructor. She told me yesterday except that she missed their call and hasn't called them back yet. This is absolutely killing me right now because I really want to know if I got the job or not. If I get this job, another weight will be lifted from my shoulders and I will only have to worry about my exams and packing.

Exercise: My Summer Resolutions Part 2

I mentioned earlier that I should get more exercise and do more outdoors this summer. So I've decided that I'm going to walk the route I used to walk when I was younger with my parents and try and walk it every day this summer. If not every day, at least five days a week. I just got the new Reebok Easytone walking shoes so I better be walking ASAP!

I know I'm trying to do a lot this summer. Let's see if any of it actually happens.

Cooking Exam!

I know this doesn't concern you guys but I'm just super stoked that i got 68/70 on my overall practical part of my cooking exam! Ron gave me 100% on my chicken velouté sauce! I'm pissed that I lost marks on my fine diced onions, but I'll get over it because I got a compliment from an instructor!

That is all! =D

Materialism: My Summer Resolutions Part 1

I know that I'm a materialistic person. I think all of us are in one way or another. My interests are shopping and fashion. When I'm bored, I go to the mall. When I go to an arts and crafts store, I normally end up making some sort of accessory. But that doesn't mean I don't appreciate the other things in life. I like going for walks (when it's daylight and when I'm not too lazy), and I really enjoy playing frisbee and other outdoor activities.

I know I can be a lot better with buying things and I can do more outside. So this summer I'm going to go through all of my clothes and purses. The things that I don't wear/can't fit anymore I will bring to consignment stores/donate to charity. And as for purchasing clothing, I will try to keep to local boutiques, and I hate to say it, Etsy, so I can support these people and get handmade clothing. Don't worry though, there's only a few things I want on that site that I will actually get. I promise you I will not spend all my paychecks and will limit myself to buying one item off of Etsy per month. If I don't obey that rule, I will donate an article of clothing for every new article I get. Sound fair?