Hmmm...

I'm not really sure what to write lately because nothing interesting has happened. I've been going to work, coming home and sleeping. The most exciting part of my week was when I watched a Calgary Tower worker walk in and someone had been following her while yelling out curses. So now I'm officially scared to get off work, walk through downtown and get on the train.

My life isn't too exciting right now so maybe you can suggest something or ask me questions about stuff?

I need a...

Pensieve. Enough said.

Michelle 105

1. I like being appreciated. And I kinda wish someone would do something special or surprise me just once.
2. I love painting pottery. It's just so relaxing and at the end of the day (more like 4), you get something to put in your room.
3. I'm easily amused.
4. I like video games.
5. Driving a vehicle absolutely terrifies me.
6. I work at a "fine dining" restaurant but it doesn't really seem like it with the professionalism some of my coworkers and managers have.
7. I really don't like people canceling plans unless there's a really good reason.
8. I love almond jello.
9. I like the smell when you blow out candles.
10. The cars I want are a red punch buggie and a red mini cooper.

Random Thought #4

It's great to know what people say behind each others back. I know I'm guilty of it but I don't normally complain if that someone is hurting. I think how we treat each other in secret is wrong and I'm doing my best to stop. I realize ranting relieves stress or anger towards someone, which I think is fine, but there are times when we need to figure out when to stop. I know we're all friends but in the end we're all gonna be connections and nothing more. Hopefully that isn't true but I'm not exactly sure how much of an effort I'm willing to put in with some people and vice versa.

I'm a Sad Panda

I hoped I'd have seen at least a couple of my Calgary friends but we've been busy. I don't really know why some even try but I guess it should be the thought that counts. I'm just kinda lonely and I would definitely like a hang out sesh soon.

Dailybooth

Dailybooth is another social networking site kind of like twitter. It works the same way with the "@" and the following/followers thing. The difference is you post a picture only once a day and you write something about it but you don't have the limitation of 140 characters. I don't have an account yet and I've been debating with myself for months whether or not I should. I think it is really cool that you get to know and see people around the world but the security measures also scare me. I was always taught not to post pictures on the internet because anyone could get ahold of them and track you down, but really, what are the chances of that happening? I'm not stupid enough to put my phone numbers and address on a profile page and the list of dangers are becoming less and less for me so maybe I'll try it. If I do, I'll be sure to post my username!

My Summer Resolutions

I'm not exactly sure if I'm actually gonna have time for some of these. I've been put on split shifts all week and I have a feeling this is what it's gonna be like for the rest of the summer. So I'm gonna have to change some of the details.

• Exercise: instead of walking in my neighbourhood I will walk all over downtown.
• Books: I can't read as many as I wanted to but I will have to bring them to work whenever I'm positioned at the bottom of the tower.
• Clothing: this will have to be when I have time to clean out my room. It will definitely happen but I have to figure out if I will have to book time off of work to do it because I do need a break from doing anything.
• Food: like I said, this probably isn't gonna happen, and I'm probably gonna be spending all my money in downtown for food if it isn't spent at the restaurant. But if I ever have time to think of a healthy meal plan, I'll try it.
• Movies: I will probably only watch movies on my days off.
• Sewing: I didn't have high hopes for this one anyways.

So Long...Farewell

I don't know whether this is hard for you but it's definitely hard for me. Letting go and saying goodbye was, and still is difficult. You have been such a constant in my life and I'm sad that there isn't really anything there. I don't know if cutting you out of my life completely was the right thing to do but I guess that's what I'm gonna have to live with. But maybe we can try being friends soon. I know I miss you a lot right now and I hope you miss me too. I hope these are the right decisions for both of us. Good luck.